||[Mar. 22nd, 2006|11:58 am]
welcome to my life...
and decided to update...
well, hmmmm...not even sure where to begin. i guess i will ask this...since i no longer have anywhere to upload pictures to, can someone tell me a good, reliable, and free picture hosting place????
still not sure what's going on with my mom, or if she ditched on her appointment with the heart specialist. man, i truly hope that i do not get a thick headed in my older years as she is. i would love to have my mom around for my wedding and children (if it ever happens). yah sure i complain, but it's very frustrating dealing with that at times. who doesn't get frustrated with their parents?
anyhoo, my mom and dad should be basking in the sun in puerto viarta (sp? i know i suck!)...they got to go to mexico all inclusive, now this, this year...lucky bumms. mind you he does a lot of advertising, so in a sense he's already paid for it.
hope that my scooter girl is not too bad...she's staying with the lady that grooms her. she did so so for a weekend, so a week might be overwhelming. i miss the little bugger...
lately i have really been wanting a puppy. but i cannot have one in my apartment for many reasons, one being they are not allowed and the most important, i do not have a yard, or much room to entertain one...so i know i have to wait, but teaching puppies and agility is very hard and makes you want one that much more. since i don't live at the house anymore, it's hard, i miss having people and animals around. sure, i have tonnes of people i can visit with at my apartment building, but it's not the same.
last weekend was the most fun that i have had in a while, friday being st. paddy's one of my friends from work and i went down to the buckle after work all spiffed up in our green and stickers and stuff...met up with her mom and friends, and then more friends came down...it was a hoot. well until i ran into a girl, a friend i guess you could say, it was hard...it was not bad, just upsetting.
so of course the water works were starting to turn on, and i didn't want to be one of those girls who start crying in the bar while everyone is all drinking and carrying on...so i left.
and that's where the FUCKING STUPIDITY HAPPENED...i was upset, not thinking straight, and got in my car and drove. I HATE ME!!! i know it was wrong, i know how stupid it is...and that was really dumb. NEVER WILL THAT EVER HAPPEN AGAIN! i am sooo ashamed...and needed to put this in here as a reminder of what a flipping idiot i was.
so apart from my idiocy i had a very good night...went up to the pub afterwards as i told the girls i would...and one lady from tim's dart team and some friends were in there and were all amazed i was up there and still standing at midnight. she was like are you making it to the shoot in the morning...i was like oh ya baby, i will be there.
sat morning tim woke me up, ok well i was already sort of awake anyway...at 8. went for breakfast with him and his brother and then headed er on down to the legion to get warmed up for the shoot. i was playing with rob, man that guy is sooo sweet. we had a hoot...i have to figure out a way to repay him for that, he paid for everything...my entry and all my drinks. he wouldn't allow me to give him anything...all the gurls think he is sweet on me...but i don't think so??? maybe he is, i dunno?
anyhoo, i was sitting there right before we started...he asked if i wanted a drink, i said it doesn't matter i am ok...he ordered me a double rum at 10am, maybe even before? every time it started to get low, i had another...then there was tequilla shots...man was i loaded for the hockey game later...i shot well i thought, it was double in and out. i am not good with doubles.
the one game we shot, we were played against jeffrey, tims brother...i doubled in with 140, that's effin AMAZING!!! not only my highest score EVER but also the highest in for the day. so ya, after the game we went up to the pub, i was still drinking, and didn't have anything but breaky that day...i am amazed that i wasn't sick...though that might explain why i ate and ate and ate on sunday.
some exciting things going on...
TIGERS TOOK FIRST IN THE WHL!!!!!! PLAY OFFS START FRIDAY!
GO TIGERS GO!!!!
playoffs are going to break my bank...20 bones each game...plus road games, plus memorial cup if i can go.
i am in totally the zone with wanting to get in a bathing suit next near when air and i go to mexico.
which is virtually perfect timing for my 30th...and i totally plan on dousing myself in liquor to forget that.
i have been watching, for the most part, what i have been eating, trying to get to the gym, and i am trying that slim quick stuff.
personally i do not notice any results, but my friends trudy and rob have said that i look thinner, actually rob mentioned something about either your boobs are getting bigger or you're losing weight.
not something i want to happen...the boob thing...for anyone that knows me knows that i have hated these effen things since i first got them.
aside from that, work is good, the sheep needs some new treds and a tune up but running good, life is not on a high, but not in the rut, so i will take it.
anyhoo...gotta pee, so i am OUT...like trout!